May 31, 2001


I'm so moody right now. One second I'm acting all nostalgic, and the next I'm ready to scream and kick the crap out of someone. Well...kick the crap out of a few specific people. But I wouldn't do that. I don't know I guess today I just got hit by a lot of emotions. Too much going on in my head right now. I'm ready to leave. I'm ready to get away from all of this. This week has been so intense. And I don't know, I guess I just got a real good glimpse of the way I treat people. I don't regret anything. I looked back in my mind today, at everything that has happened while I've lived in this house. And I don't regret a single thing. Because look how things are turning out. I regret a few of the people that I've hurt. I'm truly sorry for it. It's so strange to see everything in boxes. I'm going to miss the people I've met here. I've made so many fucking great memories. I've learned so many things. I've grown up here. I still have a lot to learn, but I'm getting there. Well...this site won't be updated for a little while, considering I'll be in FL and the comp won't be hooked up for awhile. But I'll do what I can. I love you all. Talk to you soon.